The lives of Adrian and Ronan were calm and easy. Ronan reached his teenage years and the two boys started making grand plans for their adult lives, but Adrian didn't make any move to actually leave their aunt's mansion. He was growing too used to the comfort and didn't want to lose it before having something at least just as good.
The boys' days were mostly filled with schoolwork. The ambicious older brother wanted to make the most of everything Delia's household could offer him and younger Ronan was just following in his footsteps like always.

Delia by now saw them almost as her own adopted sons and their successes were bringing her immense joy. They were both bright, active and especially Ronan was very eager to please, which was a welcome change after Lucien had decided to abandon all responsibility.

Ronan had in his rush to be just like his older brother almost forgotten the friends he had used to play with. Adrian was full of grand plans for success, most of which were counting on his younger brother to support them, and he never asked Ronan's opinion. Ronan, missing his older brother's boundless energy, felt like he was always two steps behind and struggling to catch up, with no time for a little respite let alone something fun. But what was he to do?
And then Evelyn came around one day, running an errand for her parents, they got talking and Ronan remembered how pleasant spending time with her used to be. And had he ever realised how pretty she was?

Since that day, Ronan couldn't stop thinking about her. Even when he was studying, doing his chores or making plans with Adrian, she was still somewhere in the back of his mind, making his day brighter with her radiant smile.
They started spending time together whenever they could and it felt like more than companionship. They understood each other perfectly, what it was like to be constantly following someone else, trying to be there for them to the extent of almost forgetting who they were themselves. Evelyn never asked anything of Ronan, never pushed or inquired about his feelings like he was warned girls always did. And when Ronan finally realised what the butterflies in his stomach meant, it was clear she shared everything he felt.

After their first kiss, they considered themselves almost as good as married. Just like it always happened in fairytales which they both loved. But not everything was as clear as what they knew they felt.
Evelyn didn't know what made Ethan so angry every time Ronan visited, but he would always go out of his way to pick fights with him, until the lovebirds found a place to hide. She tried to be patient, but what right had Ethan to be jealous when all he wanted with her were pranks and insults? And even though Ronan defended her right for freedom, she was finding it hard to be grateful. She just wanted the fights to stop.

And Ronan's brother was no different. Adrian could seem charming at first, almost grown-up with a great future before him, but he was just better at hiding his vicious streak than Ethan. Ever since he started to suspect Ronan might prefer her company to his own, Adrian started mocking Evelyn mercilessly, pointing out all her flaws for everyone to see. Evelyn just had to grit her teeth and bear it. Ronan tried to defend her, but there was not much he could do against his older brother and she didn't want to drive them against each other by insisting.

Still, she was happy with her life. Just the possibility of meeting Ronan made her get up each morning with energy she had never known before, and just the thought that he loved her made her love herself as well. She even dared hope she was finally growing out of the plump phase and into a woman's body, even though she would probably never be as beautiful and graceful as Faelyn.
Ronan believed in her in the same way he believed in his brother and it made her feel she could do anything, despite Ethan's and Adrian's scorn. With her new confidence she made another attempt at rekindling her friendship with Faelyn and didn't back off even when she was challenged to help sneak a mouse into the home of some unpleasant village woman. Just a harmless prank to get back at her for some kind of insult, Faelyn had said.
In hindsight it was clear to Evelyn she should have refused, clear that there was bound to be trouble. But being in love had probably made her far too bold for her own good.

The girls met after dark, found the old widow's house and Faelyn opened the latch on the door with a surprising ease. Evelyn was sent to check that the widow was fast asleep and then back outside to stand guard while Faelyn would find the perfect place to release their mouse. Evelyn wondered for a moment why, if the whole thing was a challenge, wasn't she the one to do it, but she was more relieved than anything else. She hated breaking into someone else's house and only hoped the prank would be as harmless as Faelyn promised.
And then something went wrong. Evelyn just heard a noise from inside the house and then the old woman woke up and started screaming bloody murder. Evelyn stood frozen with shock until, after a painfully long moment, Faelyn flew out the door and by then it was probably already too late to run.
The two girls were caught by one of the neighbours who came to check on the commotion, dragged before a grim-looking guard and then locked in a cell to await punishment for attempted burglary. Evelyn swore they were not stealing, but after the first few times even she stopped being so sure. The rest of the night passed in expectation of the worst. Faelyn tried to hide her fear with anger partly at Evelyn and partly at their rotten luck, and Evelyn was going through all of her mistakes and all the warning signs she had missed.
When they were told the punishment and escorted to the pillory, Evelyn was in tears. She accepted she deserved a punishment, but she would have rather taken a hard whipping that being shamed before her family and before Ronan.

And there was yet another punishment waiting for her at home. She tried to explain at least to her parents what had really happened, but they still made her feel just how disappointed they were. Apart from everything else, she was forbidden from meeting not only Faelyn, but everyone else as well, and for a time her life was just an endless string of chores. Evelyn took it all without complaining and only hoped she would regain everyone's trust in time.
When she met Ronan again, the first day her prison sentence ended, she was afraid he would reject her as a criminal. But he listened to everything she had to say and then simply nodded. "I believe you."
She was so relieved she thought she would cry.
"I know you would never steal anything." Ronan continued, looking more serious and mature than ever before. "Faelyn... I don't know about her. She's your friend, so I probably should trust her as well." He shrugged before looking her in the eyes again. "But I know you."
It was right then that Evelyn first told Ronan she loved him. They had both known it for a long time now, but putting it in words felt like making a real vow.

Now it was Ronan's turn to grow bolder when he looked for a way to make Evelyn feel better again. She was older than him and yet she was still seen as a child. That felt even less fair than himself being constantly in Adrian's shadow and obeying whatever he told him to do.
There were times when he really envied Lucien. Nobody would dare call him a child and yet he could easily shrug off any responsibility he wanted and spend whole days in bed or in hot bath with his lady love. Especially the big tub was something Ronan longed to try, unquestionably an adult activity and so deliciously lazy. And, after all, why shouldn't he? Delia always said the whole house was at his disposal and he was sure Evelyn would be delighed...
Everything went exactly as Ronan had imagined. He invited Evelyn over and after some time spent just talking, they sneaked to the tub. It was full, probably prepared for Lucien just like he usually kept it. All that was needed was to light the fire underneath.
Evelyn giggled when they both undressed, her cheeks flushed from excitement.

They cuddled in the warm water and forgot everything else as the sun slowly set. Ronan wanted that moment to never end and probably would have stayed until the fire under the tub went out, but his bliss was broken when angry-looking Lucien chased them out.
"What are you doing here? You can't... this is not for children!"
The pair scrambled out of the tub, feeling embarassed and vulnerable when they stood before their older cousin undressed and dripping wet. Ronan tried to place himself between Evelyn and Lucien's scolding, but his slender body made for a poor shield. The girl behind him was biting her lip, her eyes like those of a trapped rabbit.
Lucien turned to her and his voice grew even harder than before. "And you! If you hope to get pregnant and move in here, think again! When my mother's welcome runs out and your lazy little lover is forced to earn his own living..."
Ronan cringed. He had thought his cousin didn't mind him and Adrian around and he had no idea what made him so angry. But before he could think of an answer, Evelyn exploded.
"Ronan's not lazy! And I love him and hope to live with him forever. Anywhere at all, I don't care about that. But we're not trying..." She threw up her hands and marched past Lucien. Ronan followed behind her, giving his cousin an apologetic smile.

After that the pair mostly met out of Lucien's sight. Ronan was now often thinking about his future and what kind of life he could give Evelyn. It was true he had no money of his own. Even the burnt-out husk of his parents' house would by right fall to his older brother. He was not afraid of work, he was even willing to defy Adrian if it would mean better life for his beloved, but he was often wondering if it would be enough.
Never one to be left behind, Adrian soon found his own sweetheart to brag about and to flaunt before his cousin. Adina was a merchant's daughter and when speaking about her Adrian never forgot to mention her expected dowry.
When he was wooing her everything seemed romantic enough, he was charming and she looked flattered and happy, but somehow Ronan wasn't sure whether the dowry wasn't bigger motivation for his brother than her beauty.

And as much as Ronan wished his brother luck, as much as Adrian tried to show himself in the best possible light, it didn't take long until Adina saw other parts of him as well. Their first row was about Adina being tired of horse riding, but quickly became about both her and Adrian's pride and grew vicious.
Lucien was growing colder to his cousins almost by the day and to compensate this change Adrian demanded admiration from everyone else. And when he felt "disrespected" he was quick to take offense.

And still despite all this, the relationship between Adrian and Adina seemed to be growing stronger rather than breaking up. They were equals in both pride and ambition and seemed to go from argument to passionate kisses to another argument in a single day, but they were staying together.

Ethan was still going about his days with a permanent scowl on his face. With Evelyn often spending time with Ronan, Ethan was more often left alone, to wander aimlessly through life that was failing to satisfy him.
There wasn't a single thing that wasn't driving him mad, but Faelyn still stood out. He didn't really care why he hated the girl so much, there were probably far too many reasons to be counted anyway. The only thing that mattered was that just a glipse of her was enough for his hands to clench themselves and red mist cloud his vision. And that when they were fighting, his anger made him feel alive.
Still, he tried to be careful not to cross too many lines. He wouldn't give Faelyn - or anyone else - the satisfaction of seeing him punished.

All other interactions were dull in comparison, and somehow more confusing. Most people were avoiding him by then and his family... they either ignored him or wanted something from him and Ethan couldn't decide which was more infuriating. He tried to annoy them back, but even his best pranks were growing less funny with repetition.

During all of this time, Devin and Katharyn were mostly preoccupied with little Elias, who was growing fast. When the boy's birthday came, complete with a cake, Ethan didn't know whether to be angry or kind of amused. His parents looked so stupid, doting on the baby, that for a moment he even forgot to be jealous of the attention.

And at the very least, Elias not being a baby anymore gave Ethan a new target for his own, much rougher attention. The young boy didn't even try to fight back or tattle to their parents. He just stared, either too slow or too spoilt to understand how could someone not adore him, looking like a hurt puppy with those huge eyes of his.
Ethan got told off and punished many times for bullying his little brother, but he was determined not to stop until the boy's naivete was completely gone. Until he broke his spirit and showed him what the world was really like.

Elias had everything. He got everything he wanted without even having to ask, there was always someone to play or read him his favourite stories, and Elias didn't even realise it could be any other way.
It wasn't as if Ethan wanted to be coddled. And he definitely didn't want his patents to follow him around and offer silly, childish games. But still... he couldn't help feeling envious when he saw just how much everyone adored his little brother. How everyone fell over themselves to make little Elias happy, while Ethan's own happiness seemed to written off as a lost cause.

Tristan still couldn't believe it was trully happening, despite all the evidence that was piling up. His back was on fire from the cruel whipping he had received, his fine clothes had been taken and replaced by dirty rags and a heavy chain was fastened to his leg to remind him of his new status, but a part of him still expected Nadine to call him back. He just couldn't believe her love for him could all disappear this fast.
And then he was left alone in the prison camp and the bleak rocks somehow made it clear how entirely abandoned he was. There were no other prisoners and even the bored-looking guard didn't deem him worthy of much interest.
When on top of all that it started to rain, Tristan couldn't help himself and started to cry in self-pity.

This realisation was so terrible he had just had to fight back. To accept that Nadine would never come back for him would take away the last thing that had any value in his whole life, and so he clung to the hope that she would recognise her mistake eventually. Soon. Any day now.
He tried to keep his head held high and support the last remnants of his pride by refusing to work, but it only earned him yet another dose of the whip.

Days passed, completely indistinguisheable from each other. The rain kept coming and his little rebellions became rarer with each new punishment. Plain refusal gave way to just pretending to work, then to working just enough to meet the requirements that would keep him safe from the whip. His pride was shrinking until there was almost none left.
When Delia visited the camp she was like a vision from the past, like a window into a completely different world. When she was walking towards him, Tristan just couldn't guess what she was doing there. She still had her expensive gown, so she probably wasn't there to be imprisoned...
"How are... Is there anything I can do to help you?" She asked him and Tristan didn't know if he should cry or laugh. She looked obviously uncomfortable, half disgusted and half nervous from having to speak to him. As if she was anything better than him just because she had managed to steal his father away from him.
Part of him wanted to beg her to get him out of there and a completely different part, fueled by the last remnants of his pride, wanted to spit in her face. And then he realised that both actions would probably lead to yet another punishment and shrank away, refusing to even speak to her until she finally left.

In time Tristan learned to be grateful for all the small mercies he was given. Every time he got a slightly larger portion of the nasty prison food, every moment when the unending rain was replaced by sunshine, or just the simple fact that he was usually too exhausted from the back-breaking labour to dream.
He banished all thoughts of both past and future one by one, until the only thing remaining was the present. All he had to do was get through the current day and then again and again.
And then he saw the ghost.
Tristan tried to tell himself that it wasn't real, couldn't have been real, that he was just so exhausted and hungry he was hallucinating. But the vision before him, the gaunt face with dark unkept hair, was too clear to come just from his imagination. And then, there were all the other sensations too, the rattling of a prisoner chain that wasn't his, the sudden cold and the smell of death.
It only lasted for a moment, but Tristan couldn't sleep that night. He wondered who the man was and if anyone even remembered his name. And, despite all effort not to, he wondered whether he would end up like him.

It was probably the thought of death that finally broke him. He became a model prisoner, anything to increase the chance that he would be released one day.
When he got a visitor again, this time Katharyn bringing some extra food with the approval of the guards, he was so grateful to her and so relieved he wasn't yet completely forgotten he burst into tears.

And then, after yet more time he was unable to measure in any way, a miracle happened. The bored-looking guard told him he was to escort him before Lady Nadine and she would decide his next fate. "I don't know why she bothers, but then, maybe it means I will be rid of you. One way or the other." He shrugged and motioned for Tristan to move.
During the journey to the Lorimer Manor Tristan felt feverish with expectation, half hopeful and half dreading what would come. Nadine had finally forgiven him. Nadine was going to have him executed. Nadine was going to make him her lover again, or maybe even her husband. After what felt like a lifetime spent outside of time and reality, everything felt equally possible.
And then he stood before her, beautiful and proud in her gown of brocade and silk, her hair once again long and flowing down her shoulders, and he was suddenly terrified to have that multitude of possibilities reduced to just one certainty. He became painfully conscious of how dirty and unkept he was and wondered if it wasn't yet another cruel joke of Fate.

"Come closer. I want to see you."
Nadine's voice was commanding, but there was no emotion Tristan would be able to discern. No hint to what her decision might be. He obeyed authomatically, before he even realised he was moving.
"You look terrible." She said and just those three words were enough for Tristan to burst into tears.
"I'm sorry, I..." Ages ago he would have probably cracked some joke about not having had time to fancy up. Ages ago he would have tried to make her laugh before sweeping her off her feet with a compliment. Now he couldn't find a single word that would be good or polite enough and instead finished with another. "I'm sorry."
Luckily for Tristan, that seemed to be exactly what Nadine wanted to hear, because she smiled. "I suppose you have learned your lesson." Then she turned to the guard, hovering near the door, and said something concerning Tristan's release, but by then he was crying again.

Then Nadine turned back to Tristan. "Now, just how grateful are you?"
"My... my lady?" Tristan took a step back, frightened by the interest in Nadine's face. In the prison mines interest was never a good thing.
"Have you missed me?" Nadine followed Tristan as fast as he could retreat, eventually backing him into a wall, and then reached for his hand. Tristan flinched.
He wasn't sure what else he felt towards her, but the first and foremost emotion filling his mind at that moment was fear. It was her love that had ruined him and now he was terrified of trying to continue with any kind of intimacy.
The fear must have been clear on his face, because to his relief Nadine stepped back, her face was unreadable.
"Take him away. He is free to go."

Tristan's old house was still standing and to sleep in a bed again was pure bliss. When he woke up many hours later the sun was shining behind his windows and Tristan slowly started feeling... not exactly hope, not yet, but something was replacing the emptiness inside of him. Only when he went to eat some breakfast did he realise there was no food in the house and he had no money to buy some.
In the end he walked to the marketplace where he spent the day begging for anything people would give him. It wasn't as if he had any pride left.
Some people looked at him with scorn, others with mere indifference, but luckily there were still enough of his old girlfriends who were willing to help.

He had thought that after the prison mines nothing could touch him any more. But still, when he returned to his empty home in the evening, it felt cold and much less hopeful that the previous day. Not that much different from...
No thinking. Just one step after the other.
He started cooking the precious food he had brought from the market, trying to concentrate just on the reward of a tasteful meal awaiting him. He got so focused on the simple act of stirring his pot that he almost didn't realise his fire was on the verge of going out.
He added some more wood, the last that was stored in the house, and left to search for more stock outside. When he returned, smoke was rising from his pot and there was a strong burning smell.
This was the last drop for Tristan. He sank to the floor in despair and cursed the Watcher for his cruelty in taking away the only thing he had dared to want, the only good thing in life he had left.

He didn't know for how long he had been screaming at his empty dark walls, just that when he finally stopped they were not dark anymore. His small cooking fire had somehow got out of control and was fast spreading towards him.
Tristan backed away until he was pressed against a wall, completely unable of any rational thought.

He could just stare into the flames and it seemed to him he saw a dark shape in them, coming steadily closer. The last thing he saw before he fainted in terror was the gaunt face he last seen that one night in the prison camp.

Nadine was trying hard to forget all about Tristan.
She had missed him almost since the moment she had sent him away to be punished. Despite all her burning anger, she wanted him back, just deeply penitent and devoted. And now she would never have him again, damn stubborn bastard.
Nadine felt so awfully lonely. Her mother was old and frail and had probably given up on her, spending most of her time reading, and her daughter was... strange, hyperactive at times, strangely withdrawn at others and very absent minded. She didn't have anyone at all. Until the new guard came.
Sent from town to help the village guards, there was something about Caspian that drew Nadine to him from the first moment she saw him. He was young, handsome and the spark in his eyes when he smiled was irresistable. She supposed he may have reminded her of Tristan, but it didn't really matter. What mattered was that she wanted him.

Every Caspian's smile and every tentative flirt he responded to made Nadine grow bolder. It didn't take long until she even invited him into her bed, desperately trying to feel alive and in control. She supposed what she really wanted was to go back in time, before all of her troubles, and if she had any lingering doubts about what she was doing, any fear the past could repeat itself, she ignored them.

Weeks turned to months and what started as bold rebellion became standard arrangement. Nadine was still hiding her relationship with Caspian from her mother and the outside world, but it wasn't like anybody cared. And then Nadine's pleasant routine was broken by Leandra's death. She didn't even know if her mother had been sick, or just old and weary of the world.
Nadine organised the funeral and everything that went with it, her young daughter cried, but she herself was finding it hard to trully grieve. If she felt any emotion at all, it was a strange kind of peace. The fight between her and her mother was finally over. Maybe now they could both move on. Maybe her mother would be reunited with her beloved husband whom Nadine had never met.

And maybe Nadine could finally start living her own life without anyone looking over her shoulder and telling her what was the proper thing to do. She could even...
The idea felt crazy, but once she got it in her head she couldn't get rid of it. And after all, why couldn't she do it? She was the lady and she could marry whoever she wanted, no matter his origin. The only important thing was that she thought Caspian worthy and nobody else would be able to speak against her...
After she realised this everything started moving fast. When she asked Caspian to marry her, delightfully against all tradition, he was surprised but overjoyed. The old priest was less so, but he couldn't find any reason to forbid the marriage and had to comply. Nadine remembered how he had bullied her into accepting Meryn as her husband and seeing the priest irritated and helpless had a sweet taste of triumph.
And then she was standing before the altar with Caspian and all she could see was his smile and his sparkling eyes.

She said her vows with her whole heart, kissed her lover in public for the first time and then turned to enter the rest of her life. And she found the ugly past she had wanted to escape looking straight back at her.
Her first husband was standing just behind the benches with a frown on his face, looking more like a bad memory than a real person. Nadine raised her head high and wanted to just walk past him, to ignore him just like she wanted to ignore the memories, but Meryn didn't let her.
"Are you too ashamed to even greet me?" Meryn asked with an ugly smirk.
Nadine flinched, but then quickly recovered herself. She didn't know where anger was coming from when he was the one to banish her, but it didn't matter. He had no power over her now.
"I only remember you saying you never wanted to speak to me again and wanted to respect your wishes." She replied, her voice matching his in venom. "So you surely can't fault me for finding a man who did."
She turned to Caspian and found him just staring at her in admiration. Not even a hint of wanting to defend her from Meryn. She swallowed her irritation and just turned to leave the church with Caspian following on her heel.

She left Meryn standing silently before the altar, hopefully asking the Watcher's forgiveness for how he had treated her.

Their journey home was short and quiet. Nadine had such high hopes for her wedding day and now she was trying hard not to be annoyed. What was Meryn even doing here? He had said he was going to sea, why couldn't he have drowned there? And why didn't Caspian say something or even challenge Meryn to a duel?
But before her dark thoughts could run too far, the carriage stopped and Caspian was standing before her, his hand outstretched to help her out and his eyes still shining with devotion.
"Should I carry you to your bed, milady, or does that custom only apply when the bride is not already the sole mistress of her household?" He asked, scooping her in his arms, and in that moment Nadine forgot she had ever been angry at him.

While all the drama was happening, Devin and Katharyn's life stayed quiet and content. Just as they wanted it to. Katharyn's belly steadily grew and soon there was a crib ready and waiting for the new baby.
She went into labour sooner than everyone was expecting, in the middle of a night. Devin and the twins panicked, the children scared and confused despite the explanation they had been given before, and Devin just nervous. He ran for a midwife, but Katharyn knew it would take too long for her to get there. She tried to look brave for the children, but she couldn't help feeling worried. What if their amazing luck had already ran out?
Luckily for her, the labour was even faster and easier than her first one. Baby Elias was born at dawn, tiny but healthy.

The twins were excited for their new brother, but they soon returned almost completely to their previous lives. They were friends with their cousins Adrian and Ronan, even more so after the boys moved in with Delia.

And the twins were both going to school and excelling there. Ethan was still prone to flights of fancy, still playing with imaginary friends even as he grew older, but he was bright and inquisitive. His sister Evelyn was much more disciplined, used to helping out in the household, but just as smart.
Devin thought he couldn't really be happier or wish for a better family.

But then the twins came into their teenage years and it was as if they became completely different people. Ethan especially became irritable, impossible to please and prone to screaming arguments every time something was not going exactly according to his wishes.
Devin and Katharyn could only watch as their son drove most of his childhood playmates away and withdrew into solitude with only imaginary friends for company. They tried to love him even more, tried hard to help him overcome the difficult times, whatever their cause, but nothing helped.

Even the relationship between Ethan and his twin sister became strained. They had been inseparable, sharing both chores and playtime, but now Ethan grew vicious. Everything his sister suggested bored him and his only idea of fun seemed to be cruel pranks. He would make fun of Evelyn in front of her friends, mocking her for all the things he had not so long ago shared, and when they were alone he would drench her with ice cold water and laugh.
Tormenting Evelyn was one of the few things that seemed to make Ethan happy.

Evelyn hoped to find comfort with other friends, but Adrian and Ronan were often busy making plans for their new life, even though they made no move to leave Delia's home, and Faelyn was acting too grown up for old friendships, becoming distant and maybe even alarmingly like Ethan.
The half-elven girl had grown up with no father and a mother who was loving, but also overworked and mostly shunned in the village. Devin and Katharyn had always tried to be there for her, but it just wasn't enough. As much as they wanted to make her and the twins into foster siblings, all the other village children made the differences between them far too clear. And now she was almost grown up, almost independent, and determined to never be hurt again. No more craving for attention, she would reject people before they could shun her.

And when faced with any more abuse, she would give even more than she took. Faelyn didn't really care what had made Ethan so nasty or if he had changed at all and not merely stopped pretending. All she cared about was putting him in his place, far bellow her.
She blew up with all her pent-up rage and the look of utter shock on his face was one of the greatest things she had ever seen.

Evelyn didn't know how to deal with the changes expect be the good girl she always was, working hard at school, doing her brother's share of chores, wearing a smile even brighter than ever before, just to create an illusion of normality. Just to make her parents less stressed out.

Every time Ethan was to go to the village, she offered to do it instead, just to keep him away from more conflicts. But it was as if he enjoyed them and revelled in the negative attention he received. It made the orderly Evelyn cringe and she only hoped her brother wouldn't do anything stupid enough to deserve retribution.

Evelyn eventually resigned herself to at least accompanying Ethan when she was unable to make him stay at home, to keep an eye on him and ensure the chores actually got done. As for the rest, she could only pray to the Watcher he would outgrow this strange rebellion soon.
One day she was doing just that, buying groceries for the family while Ethan was arguing with the seller at the next stall, when she noticed Faelyn. Her - former? - friend was striding through the market as if she owned the whole village with her head held high and an expression just daring anyone to stand in her way. Even the did nothing to slow her down. Evelyn couldn't help but notice how pretty and graceful she was, with her lustrous curls and lithe elven body radiating energy. Just watching Faelyn move made her feel pudgy and dull.

Evelyn broke out of her reverie when she heard her brother's voice, raised in anger as it usually was.
"We're not even worth a polite greeting to you? After all that my parents have done for you?"
Before Evelyn could react, Ethan was standing in front of surprised Faelyn and stabbing his finger into her chest. Just barely conscious of the transaction she was making, Evelyn watched as Faelyn took a step back in shock. And then, just as Ethan opened his mouth again to continue in his abuse, the half-elf hissed like a cat and slapped her tormentor across the face, hard. Then she turned and continued walking, her posture and expression that of a queen.

Evelyn glanced at the middle-aged stallkeeper still counting out her money and wondered for a moment whether she should just abandon her shopping and dart to Ethan. Maybe she could still stop him before he had time to react...? A moment's hesitation between her two duties and then it was already too late.
Ethan caught up with Faelyn, grabbed her shoulder and spun her around to face him. And then they were trading blows and trying to wrestle each other to the ground. A crowd immediately started gathering around them.

Faelyn fought like a cat, clawing at Ethan's face, not even attempting to escape despite her opponent's much greater strength.
Evelyn was finally handed her groceries and coins and was free to rush to the fight, but stopped to hover just outside of the commotion when she noticed some members of the audience. One of the guards was there, probably getting ready to grab the two combatants, and even worse, there was Lady Nadine herself with an ugly smile on her face.
The whole thing probably only took a short moment, but to Evelyn it felt like hours before Ethan threw Faelyn to the ground and then had his arm twisted behind his back by the guard. His face went straight from triumph to surprised pain and then a pout of a sulky child.
The guard turned to his lady for instructions, probably deciding whether to drag Ethan straight to prison. Evelyn cursed her inaction. Would it help if she threw herself before them now and begged for leniency?
Lady Nadine smirked before she spoke. "I believe they should both be punished."
The guard nodded and before she could realise what was happening, Faelyn was also caught in his vice-like grip. "They will be." He said. "I'm sure their parents will see to that."
The lady frowned, but then nodded. Evelyn breathed out. It seemed the worst wasn't going to happen, but still... she wondered how angry her parents would be and hoped it would not be too bad. Especially as she wasn't sure she was entirely blameless in not preventing the incident.

Devin and Katharyn, usually so gentle and patient, were both furious. Ethan tried to protest and blame Faelyn, but no no avail. She may have slapped him, but he was the bully who had attacked her.
If his parents hoped that severe punishment would achieve what patience didn't and get Ethan back under control, they were disappointed. The boy only grew even more sullen and withdrawn, silently plotting his revenge against the unfair world. His imaginary friends became more violent, often advocating hurting people in many ways, but Ethan didn't quite dare follow all their advice.
Instead, he joined forces with Geoff, a boy around his age who was already on his way to becoming a serious criminal. Together they talked about how aristocracy had done nothing to deserve their position and how they should get even with Lady Nadine and her guards. So far they limited themselves to petty theft that was unlikely to be traced back to them and to a few secret nightly rides in Nadine's carriage. But they planned that one day they would rob the guard barracks as a grand gesture. And Ethan's voices were excited about the possibility of getting real deadly weapons.

Faelyn escaped punishment altogether and instead got self-defence lessons from her mother. Tiriel warned her daughter against angering Lady Nadine, but refused to play her game. Especially as she suspected that she herself might have been the main fault Nadine found in the girl.
Maybe it was seeing her little girl become a fierce warrior that did it, but Tiriel suddenly realised she wanted to move on. Her daughter was growing and soon she wouldn't need her. She had lived in the shadow of Tristan and her damaged reputation for far too long, for far too long she had tried to be invisible, never ask anything for herself, stay away from all men. And now she was finding that there were many things she wanted and had entirely missed, and that soon it might be too late. She was not getting any younger.
She didn't even know herself how the relationship with Leon happened, just that suddenly they found out that they both wanted to live their life to the fullest when they still could. At first, neither of them expected anything. After all, Leon ever since his failed courtship with Delia Leon had always drawn the line at any actual commitment. But they were spending more and more time together and it felt nice to feel the warmth of someone else's body after such a long time.

But there was still one thing missing to make Tiriel's life truly satisfying. As much as she tried to convince herself that she didn't need magic, that it was never truly hers to begin with, she could still feel the hole inside her from where it had been torn. It had been a gift from a friend, a solace in hard times, a weapon she could use for protection.
As much as she tried to convince herself otherwise, she couldn't help but want that gift back and found her thoughts and later her steps returning again and again to the old gnarled tree in the woods. Maybe, if she was brave enough, that could be a way. Maybe if she could trick the Fae into taking her again, seduce them if needs be, take their secrets and escape...
She started coming every night, hoping it would happen again and give her this chance.
And then it finally did. There was the light, the strange, otherworldly music, the laughter. Again there was darkness, but this time at least no pain. She remembered laughing with them and dancing until her feet hurt. She remembered whispers, something about a gift. And then she was flying high above her house before she woke up in the snow just outside her door.

At first she believed she had succeeded, but soon she found that she had brought back a completely different gift.
She often wondered what kind of child she was carrying, if it even was a child and not something else entirely. But it grew normally and in time she found herself in love with it already.

And, as her belly grew and labour approached, scared as well, but for a different reason this time. She had seen far too many childbirth complications and was way past the age when she would advise anyone to get pregnant.
When her time came, she swallowed her pride and asked for help from the village. She didn't care there would be questions about the child's father, this time not only absent but completely unknown, she just wanted it to be safe and healthy. No matter what it would mean for her reputation.

The labour took long, much longer than she believed she could take, but somehow she managed to get through it with sheer willpower. And then she held in her arms her newborn daughter, a tiny baby with milk-white skin and strange pearl eyes.

Despite all of Tiriel's expectations and fears, the little girl seemed to be a normal healthy baby. If there was any magic or any other talents in her, they would have to manifest later in her life and Tiriel didn't know if she was disappointed or grateful.
Still, little Avianna's birth seemed to cost Tiriel the last remnants of her youth. Her life was once again reduced to changing diapers and she had no energy anymore to even wish for anything more. Even her dreams were growing increasingly mundane, when she wasn't too tired to remember them at all.